Britney Spears has shared a video featuring her ex-husband Sam Asghari as the couple nears a year to go before their heartbreaking separation after just 14 months of marriage.
The since-deleted video caption reads: toxic The singer reflected on love and loss, talking about past relationships and protecting herself from the mistakes she made.
The video showed a shirtless Asghari dancing with the pop star. “When he came to pick me up,” she began in the video’s caption.
Spears added, “It’s weird because when you’re on the road with someone, relationships with friends’ families and loved ones always take weird turns!!!” To be honest, I’m too sensitive in most situations. ”
She continued, “I sometimes talk about my past because I want to protect myself from the same mistakes I made before!!! Shutting down is something I usually do when I’m going through too much.” I do, but sometimes I lose the ability to do it.” Please understand what’s going on or how I feel!!!”
“Sometimes I’m afraid to feel something because I’m so sensitive. I think being numb is the worst thing, but it keeps me safe. Subconsciously… , I feel like I’m protecting myself so that I don’t feel important at all!!” ! This is hard because it’s something that people can take advantage of.
The Princess of Pop, who first met Ms. Asghari while filming the music video for her song “Slumber Party” in 2016, said that when she was younger she was “very easy” and that her lack of experience made her “want to trust people more.” I was able to do it,” he further said. She is the “cruelty of the world”.
“I miss being vulnerable and open with people,” she wrote in a lengthy caption. “Anyone who knows me knows how much I love you…I love you so much it’s embarrassing and I will forever love you!!!”
Without mentioning names, Spears continued, “I’ve always been told by someone I really love that I shouldn’t look at that face of yours. My hope in sharing that is that… It’s about remembering and trying to understand why I can’t feel the emotion.” Now that I know that’s enough and it’s okay to get into my brain, try to figure it out. ”
“Honestly, there is an all-knowing spiritual eye that opens us up to the truth and why we act as humans. It’s important to get in there and figure it out for yourself!!!”
